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Friday, November 18th, 2005
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Today has been terrible.
I think mostly everyone knows that my sister, amy was hit by a car today while she was jogging. She was on Chief Ladega Trail and a car hit her while she was crossing the street in a crosswalk.
Everyone at the hospital was so calm, but I couldn't just be calm.
Looking at her and seeing her in pain was like torture... even though everyone kept saying "she's going to be ok"... the tears just kept rolling.
I am so happy she is ok.
That she is here... I can't imagine losing Amy.
She has a broken pelvis, broken knee... which they operated on tonight... fractures in her back... and marks everywhere.
Everyone, please pray for Amy.
I know she will need a lot of support to get through this.
And all joking aside...
Please, please... always watch for pedestrians.
Amy is still at the hospital.
Let me know if you want the room number.
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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concert of the summer like woah...
Friday, October 7th
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
ALKALINE TRIO
REGGIE AND THE FULL EFFECT
6:30 PM Doors / 7:30 PM Show
@
Boutwell Auditorium
1930 8th Avenue North
Birmingham, Alabama
35203
ALL Tickets are $19.99 and go onsale SATURDAY, AUGUST 27TH @ all ticketmaster outlets.
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| Time: | 3:10 pm. |
| Mood: |  weird. | | Music: | maroon 5 -- sunday morning. |
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I'm in a weird mood today.
Slightly blah, slightly confused, slightly aggravated, slightly tired.
Slightly.
The past two weeks have been somewhat of a blur due to different circumstances like being in the car for extended periods of time or being too messed up to recall every detail. I spent the first week in Minnesota, which was somewhat boring at times, but it had its good points. I got to spend time with my grandmother, other grandparents, and a few cousins. On the way out of Minnesota we stopped in Chicago to see some of my Aunts that live there. That was a fun time, made me wish we could have stayed longer in Chicago... but of course we were only there for a few hours. For the next two nights I went to Savannah with Jake. Savannah + Fourth of July + Jake = fun times. I think I'm all rummed out. I also don't think I'll be drinking any welch's orange pineapple drinks in awhile either.
So, today is Heather's 22nd birthday so I am going out with her and her friends to celebrate. I think its dinner and then a party at her friends house. I may need to just plan on staying over there, getting wasted one last time for the week sounds fun, then its back to being underage. I think I'm at the point where I'm the only one out of all of my friends that is not 21. Kinda reminds me of when everyone turned 16 and I was still 15. Only 3 more months... I'll be ok.
Next week I only have 2 off days.
Two.
What are they trying to do? Kill me? Yes, I think so.
I wanted to post some pix, but my sister's computer has a stupid photo editing program.
Hmm.
Here's some anyway.
( steal some covers, share some skin )
OK, time to do something productive.
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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I can't say that I'm not confused.
I can't say that I really know where my heart is right now.
I can't say that I know what dreams really mean.
I can't say if we're better off as friends.
I can't say that I expect your heart to wait.
I can't say I won't break it.
I can't say anything,
I cannot find my way, I am so lost, and my map is upside down.
This all makes me kind of sad, and this knot in my stomach keeps getting bigger as tomorrow approaches.
I'm hoping for an answer, a voice that will tell me yes or no. I want to choose the right road without regrets.
I am not certain I could face this world without you.
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I'm spending the day at my parent's house in Georgia.
I'm ready to disappear off the face of the earth for a little while just to get away from everything.
June 26th -- leaving for Minnesota for 5 to 7 days. Hopefully back before the Alkaline Trio concert on July 3rd... if not, is anyone interested in my ticket? I haven't found out for sure if I need to sell it and I really don't want to, but at the same time... no sense in it going to waste. I hope I hope I can go.
July 4th -- in Georgia for the whole week.
2 weeks away from work = awesomeness.
Yo, Alabama friends... come to Georgia and visit me while I'm here.
You know you want to hang out with me in this boring town. haha.
I can officially hang out with my little sister now (big brother big sister). So I need to find some time to start doing that as soon as I get back. I know she is really looking forward to it.
I got my hair cut yesterday.
I wish I could style it the way she did.
I will never be talented at styling my hair.
( Never )
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i hate having to work.
especially on weekends when all my friends are hanging out.
its not fair.
i feel left out.
bitch. whine. bitch. whine. haha.
oh well.
i'll just have fun while i'm at work and they're at the movies...
then i'm suppose to go to this party my coworkers are having.
i'll just take my camera and collect evidence of the drunkness.
whatever.
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i wish a certain someone would call me.
i haven't heard from him in days.
he comes home in about a month and that's pretty awesome, but i'm realizing how little time i'm actually going to spend with him. it's only a month that he'll be home and everyone else, like his family, really needs to hang out with him. i know he's going to be streched way too thin. and where is this all gonna go anyway? see him for a month and then he'll be gone for another 7 months? maybe this is me being frustrated ...
he just called me.
awesome.
it's so wonderful how you wish so badly for something... and then the phone rings.
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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i am in the best mood ever.
we got out of class at 11:30 and they were having free food on the quad at 12... so me and my fellow "teacher friends" waited around and ended up being in the front of a very long line. lucky us. after we ate our free food we got a free frisbee and played on the quad. so much fun. i've always wanted to play frisbee on the quad, and now I finally have.
( today feels like summer. )
and I have a new cd thanks to lora, and I love it.
Mae -- The Everglow
It makes me happy to have new music.
I am also in a great mood because I talked to Jake last night, and he's suppose to call sometime today.
And this time I'll actually be home... the last few times he's called I've been at work.
I am only slightly stressed right now.
It's a great feeling to not stress out.
I have a notebook due at 4:30 today and a presentation tomorrow, but who cares.
It's almost over.
It's almost July.
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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what the fuck is wrong with me?
I slept til 2:30
2:30!!!
forget homework. now I have an hour and 15 minutes before I have to be at work.
why do i do this to myself?
procrastination will be the death of me.
fuck.
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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
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i want summer.
i want bike rides.
swimming.
laughter with friends.
hot weather.
concerts.
flip flops.
sunglasses.
i want free time.
i want lightning bugs.
but most of all,
i want july.
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( pawty woot woot )
I skipped class today for no reason other than I didn't want to get out of bed.
Have I met the requirement for laziness yet?
OH WELL.
I never really learn a whole lot in teaching math and teaching social studies anyway.
I have to dress up like an old woman tomorrow for my speech and comp class, and I'm not looking forward to it.
I will be the little old lady who was not afraid of anything... (that's a book)
The whole idea is the art of storytelling.
I like to call it, embarrass yourself for a grade.
But that's just me.
Jake.
Ugh.
The update on Jake these days?
Well, he called me yesterday, but I didn't get out of bed to answer his call once he started talking on the answer machine.
I'm not sure why I didn't get up, that might be the laziness again.
Or maybe because I felt like I had nothing to say?
I thought he would have emailed me by now, but he hasn't.
Was I dreaming that he called?
Because the answer machine does this weird thing where it doesn't keep the messages he leaves, weird... so maybe I just dreamed the whole thing and he never really called. I have no proof, no message.
I haven't seen my parents since the beginning of February.
Is that bad?
I really need to go over there and visit them, but I feel like I never have a free weekend.
I did have Saturday off this weekend, but then I agreed to babysit.
The family I babysit for is moving soon, so I want to babysit the kids whenever I can before they move.
I love my children. :)
OK-
homework
shower
work
gah!
when will this all end?
I don't mind having to go to work, but I am sooooooooo ready for this semester to be over!!!
the end.
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i just talked to jake. on msn messenger.
its sometimes nicer to talk to him online than on the phone. the delay on the phone sux.
he comes home june 30th.
amy just came in here and gave me two hot chocolate chip cookies and some milk. wow.
is this a trick to make me fatter than her, or is my sister actually being nice to me?
wow.
i should be in bed.
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fun things about today:
*i babysat the children today!
*took a 6 or 7 hour nap, which is why i'm up so late.
*went to keri's for a "photo shoot" ... this is how it turned out...
( clickCLLLLLLLLLASH! )
haha.
jake emailed me.
i'm the happiest girl ever.
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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we might as well be living in a different world.
because we are. you and i.
this week, let's recap. amy's boyfriend is home, and amy other has went on a few dates.
this means boy at the apt, cuddling, laughter...
i think i'm going to throw up.
and the movies!
why do i seem to watch these movies!
you know the type, the sad movies, the movies about love, the movies you watch on valentines day if you're all a l o n e .
i hate the military.
we might as well be strangers.
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( i am greek now. )
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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i know this is getting old.
i promise i do.
every entry i write has something to do with jake, but here goes the most disappointing thing ever.
jake has been given the option to...
a. stay in afghanistan for 7 more months
or...
b. come home as planned in june, get 12 days to hang out at home, then go to iraq.
fuck.
i hate the military because they do stupid fucked up shit like this.
they mess with people's lives and really don't care.
jake is leaning towards option a, because iraq is not the place to be right now. even afghanistan is better than iraq... but regardless, i think he deserves a break to come home. that will total to be 14 months over there.
so this is my life.
what do i do? do i wait around on jake? do i have fun while he's gone and see what happens when he gets home? would i feel guilty if dated anyone else? we're not really official, but i would like us to be. but you can't really be anything this far away. i hate this. i wish he could just come home. this sucks.
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off subject:
i got a desk for my nifty little yellow sewing machine keri gave me. i will talk pictures and it will be awesome.
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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jake called me today.
after not talking to him for the past three weeks it was awesome to hear from him.
they're back on base doing whatever until they have to go back out and do whatever marines do in afghanistan.
i'm not sure exactly what they do. he's not allowed to really say.
but i do visit the marines website and keep up with his batallion whenever they'll post an article.
the part that really sucks is that jake will be gone, in the middle of now where unable to receive mail, email, or write/call people. so.... that means, no jake until may. that's crazy to go from talking to him everyday to nothing. there's no point in me even writing him. maybe this time will go by faster. maybe this won't be torture. maybe i really like this guy and it's driving me crazy.
june cannot come fast enough for me.
for a break. for the most anticipated month ever.
( i made snaaaaaks. who wants some yum yummmmmmmmms? )
the end.
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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today I was expecting to have that "sad awareness day" feeling.
well, maybe not that negative toward valentines day, but not a really great happy feeling either.
but it all changed right when I was about to leave for work.
Jake, or g.i. joe, as craig likes to call him, sent me a dozen beautiful red roses.
I was very, very surprised.
the card read "to my one and only valentine love, jake"
<3 it.
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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so I went to Kitty Stone to see my little sis, and of course she wasn't there. This makes the 5th friday in a row that she's been absent. So much for trying to participate with big brother, big sister. I guess it's for the best that she is eventually moving because I probably won't be able to have a lil sis/bro when I'm doing my student teaching next spring.
I got my essay back in 348 Speech and Comp and made a 96! Oh yah bitches, I'm awesome. I only made two mistakes in the whole paper... I was so stoked. Speaking of school.... I have so much stuff to do!
*annotate 10 books
*write two lesson plans for egypt unit
*find sources for research paper
*find math idea and create polyhedron
I cannot procrastinate this weekend.
I have to work 9 hours today. Tomorrow five. Sunday, hopefully none, but I doubt it.
We need some new people in customer service so I don't have to work so damn much.
OK, well... it's time to go.
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